| Merlin님의 프로필Merlin's Fane사진블로그리스트 |  도구  도움말 |
Merlin's FaneDarkness and I are one... 意志 忽然想起前一段时间, 有次在公车上看到窗外的一个人. 那个绝对可以被称之为壮硕的男人, 可能因为喝醉了或遭受了重大打击, 步履不稳, 被同伴扶着才勉强能站立.
无论你有多大能耐, 一个人如果失去了意志, 与腐肉无异! 无喇喇廿六岁 今年生日可以算是工作以来最贫穷的一个生日. 现金及银行存款总额不足200元. 用每日不足20蚊的预算度日, 颇有D可怜既感觉. 好在只是贫穷, 吾至于潦倒. 开始庆幸自己系年初生日. 总结完左之后即刻可以庆功.
回顾下2006年先. 06年做左D咩呢. 年初想辞职, 念左几个月, 仆系条女度喊, 觉得自己浪费左四分之一世纪. 但系始终吾可以无入息, 都系要捱. 3月, 睇左一套书既其中一集, 至少发现人生不止打工呢一路. 4月, 购买第一只混合型基金. 6月, 考会计从业人员资格证. 8月, 女朋友话"你再吾买屋我就吾嫁!", 于是11月就买左趸楼. 9月, 咨询过便利店行情. 12月, 金融班小规模同学会, 收益良多啊. 同期终于设立个人的资产负债表, 损益表及理财计划.
2006年比2005年既较大进步在于睇左吾少书同埋睇左吾少民间理论, 开始形成左我个人既财务, 商业及投资意识. 虽然未成体系, 不过始终系一个进步. 另外系消费结构既调整. 以前都系出去吃饭同埋去蒲占主要额外支出, 2006年买书系主要既额外支出. 充实左头脑, 以后将无往而不利.
2006年有一段比较特别的感情经历. 私隐, 当时人知道发生紧咩事, 呵呵.
目标:
2007年, 除左工资收入外, 净资产常数通过投资增加5%(我已经开始怀疑呢个数据低估左我自己. 作临时记录, 以后调整.). 同欣少合作, 半年之内完成一项工程. 同时期参与风险投资. 在这三个过程中, 学习是最重要的目标.
不可以忘记. 汇丰是我的工作, 投资是我的理想, 哲学是我的使命.
祝水平座既靓仔靓女们生日快乐! 射手座同天蝎座日日开心! 致败之行 上弦之夜, 天朗气清. 王与周公酌于泛舟. 王因论国事, 扣于周公曰:"吾闻胜之策多矣, 然不知吾之所戒. 卿请为寡人言之."
周公曰:"成败者, 决于人也. 用贤则国富民强, 用谗则官欺民弱. 又辅之以法, 方成大业. 然所用之人者, 亦王之所使也. 吾闻:'物以类聚.' 得贤人者, 其主必贤. 故王有所戒, 可使民有所戒也."
王曰:"请详之."
周公对曰:"昔孟明伐郑之师途于周, 免胄下车而复争乘而上. 王子虎以为其必胜. 王孙满曰:'礼, 过天子门, 必卷甲束兵而趋. 今秦卒争乘, 是其轻也. 轻则寡谋. 其败必矣.' 后果为郑弦高所阻, 伐滑, 为晋师败于崤. 此一败也."
王曰:"善. 而败止其一乎?"
周公曰:"不止. 吾请为君言之."
王曰:"请以告."
周公曰:"昔乐毅灭齐, 惟二邑不下. 燕王信谗言, 疑其欲专齐而留二邑以养民心, 遂以骑劫代之. 后劫为田单火牛阵所破. 此败之二也.吾又闻, 孔明使马禝守街亭, 后又谴王平辅之. 其知马禝之不可任而固遣, 以致街亭之失. 此三败也. 又有虞公者, 贪于璧, 马, 晋大夫里克遂得以假道于虢, 灭虞, 后灭虢. 虞公乃为天下人笑. 此为之四. 昔赵括为将, 引赵兵抗秦于长平. 括持一勇之气, 挥军直指秦营. 秦武安君以兵围之, 后招安赵众而杀之, 遂有四十万赵卒戮于秦. 此为之五也."
王曰:"寡人知此事矣. 然何为寡人之戒也?"
对曰:"一者, 秦无礼, 是其骄; 二者, 有忠臣而不用, 是其疑; 三者, 知其不可用而强用, 是其怠; 四者, 为一璧马丧其国, 是其贪; 五者, 弗智而行, 天下为此败者不可胜数. 王必其戒此五, 以免为天下笑."
王曰:"诺. 寡人必以为戒而可不败也."
周公曰: 前车之鉴, 后世之师. 慎之, 慎之, 莫使败之行重演可也. SerenityI know that passion shall not leave,
but balances craziness and rationality.
Passed through conflicts between desire and reality,
the soul strengthened.
Serenity after battles,
we shall all cherish,
for a life time.
The priest has said my soul's salvation
Is in the balance of the angels And underneath the wheels of passion I keep the faith in my fashion I shall stay underneath your ractional serenity, Master... Self StatementI sense the unknown,
I predict the unhappened, I see the unrevealed, I touch the farness. So believe in my existence,
I live in the heart of wind; I knock your window in some winter night, And wisper inside the wall; "Perish is restless, Death is approaching; By my soft caress when you're unaware, I'll gently take away your life..." - A man is being tortured by his desire,
and prisoned himself in a cage of beliefs.
He's bringing his heaviest thought,
as a shelter against the horror.
Part of him is strong,
another part is not.
He's climbing towards the top of wisdom,
while bearing afflictions on his tour.
But still...
The PrayerHail my lord Darkener.
I beg your blessing for the one I am, as I will follow your instructions to make the faith be trusted. We will have followers, and the followers will summon more. Being covered by your sacred aura,
I'll let them see something others cannot, make them understand something others cannot, lead them somewhere others could not be, and make them be a unique one that others could never imagine. I'll let them touch the essence of phenomenon, and force them to have the courage to face the truth. They should deeply comprehend the meaning of living and death, and they should know that they are not covered by the shelter of light. All of these adherences were intiated by you, my lord, and will be spreaded by Merlin, the missionary of darkness. So I hereby beg the strength of your thought,
and my soul should be powered by you, my lord. I beg the direction after your rigorous diquisition, which shows me the way that I will never be wrong. I beg the instructions which leads me to the unseen world, there I could find the heart of the nature, the power of the world. I beg the courage from my devotion to your everlasting faith, that I shall never fear threatens and dangers. I beg the faith to be the same as your sacred will, so that I could be faithful enough to prevent difficulties and seductions. I beg the serenity, the gift from darkness, that I could never be misled by passion and hesitation. I beg the pain from torment of my soul, and it lights the creative passion which inspires me while composing.
I beg the talent that you take from the darkness,
that I could trust the right and abandon the harm. I beg the unlimited sight through the world, and the great eye I could see through the shadows against the light I beg the imagination of the nature, that I could know something that's not yet come to pass. I beg you for things I required, as the desire is being revealed by my eye. I beg the endorsement by you, and I'm begging My lord by my side. Please know that, my Lord Darkener, I am the one who will show the loyalty to you eternally! Hail my lord Darkener,
I hope you can hear my plea in the sacred darkness. Before I could cover the land with it, Darkness and I should be one. 呐喊 让绝望侵蚀我吧, 直至我被绝望控制!
让黑暗与我成为一体吧, 让我看穿一切的表象与隐藏! 让死亡被我操控吧, 直至世间的亡灵为我所用! 请主赐给我神圣的意志, 让所有灵魂因为相信我们而永恒! 教育形式 看看会计书籍, 看到这个.
会计职业道德教育形式: 1. 接受教育. 2. 自我教育.
呕泡中... Strength I closed my eyes.
I held my breathe.
Then... I heard the sound of sword in the forest.
They took away the light,
to prevent my sight.
They covered the distance speedly,
for a critical strike.
But none of danger threatens me,
as the power in soul they have is so much less than they should.
Darkness is my strength,
and my soul shall not perish!
Or even though there's nothing I can sense,
I shall still remember,
be riased by the ancient lords,
Darkness is always by my side! 孤独 忽然间, 孤独得有点寒冷.
或许只是音乐的原因, 或许不是.
发觉自己还是很情绪化.
然后想抽烟.
总是矛盾.
害怕安静, 却又只能在安静中寻找灵感.
过了很多年, 还是一样.
发展, 原来都是一个借口.
人总会累.
累了想放弃一切.
最累的时候, 连生命都想放弃.
我们总坚持下来.
仅仅带着一点点的希望.
为了被认同或者被需要的那一刹那.
这一刹那.
或许永远不会出现.
所以, 仍然孤独.
为了认同, 被需要.
每个灵魂都忍受了太多太多.
然后累.
太多人害怕黑夜,
静,
让孤独都显露出来.
逃避,
不可能,
享受,
那是唯一的办法.
堕入夜深的旋涡,
看摆动着的树枝,
告诉你,
在看似寂静的世界中,
有着同样孤独的灵魂,
挣扎在放弃与不放弃的边缘.
也许在一瞬间,
我们应该明白,
孤独,
是一种必然.
每个灵魂都孤独,
而我们,
一个个挣扎中的灵魂,
请回头,
看看自己,
心底的抗争,
将他们,
看成生命的艺术吧. |
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